'Tis 11:11 pm GMT +8:00, August 19. I'm feeling not so well for the past 6 hours (maybe due to lack of sleep). I was supposed to go out with some LB friends and spend the night in a nice resort at Calamba. Unfortunately, I was not able to join them. Thus, to my friends, I apologize. I promise, I'll be there the next time. *** I am oversleeping. I am getting more than my fair share of sleep for 4 days now and it is affecting my productivity. I made a mental note yesterday that I'll use this Saturday's afternoon to work with my Seminar for CMSC 199. Instead of really working, I slept. I woke up at around 5 pm with a tremendous headache. It sucks. *** To the person who I recently met and got fond of in such a short period of time, thanks for everything. It's really weird for me to thank you through this blog since I am sure you are not spending your precious time reading Senselessness but I don't know any other way to do so. It's not really goodbye for the two of us but given that we will not be able to share thoughts for an indefinite period, I am having this "see you later" mood. You taught me a lot about the realities of this cruel world. You showed me a different perspective. You made me realize that I have capabilities as a person that I am not aware of. You exhibited knowledge wisdom that I do not normally encounter inside the intelligence-saturated world I am living in. You are wisdom by example, maturity in reality. I'll miss those talks we had in between classes and those secrets we shared during coffee time. I hope you'd still have the same warmth the next time I ask you for coffee, in a time when we are both free. ^_^ [ To Tita Judy who is the first to read and comment on this part: Yes, Tita. the person is a lady..as always.. :p ]
*** My SP presentation is due on Sept. 8 and my seminar is on Sept. 15. I have not started on any of the two and I feel like I want to file a Leave of Absence this semester. I did preliminary research for my seminar but I have not written a single word for it. My SP adviser just gave me a different topic last Thursday so I am technically back at square one. I feel that I am too lax and I need professional help...NOW! *** I am writing this blog entry for 30 minutes now. Imagine that! 30 minutes. I could have created a slide or two for my seminar or read an article for my SP. I am too good a time manager. *** Coffee is slowly regaining its original slot in my system. I stopped drinking coffee for 3 weeks because I got a tremendous stomach disorder which I attribute to my excessive caffeine intake. But last weekend, my tita gave the house a new coffee maker with a pack of Lipa Coffee. And last Wednesday, I discovered that the Robinson's town mall here at LB is selling different types of coffee beans. I bought a quarter kilo of Arabica brew yesterday. Now, I have a new coffee maker and a couple of coffee brews and I drank 7 cups of coffee for the past 24 hours. I am planning to buy two more types of beans and a liter of milk (so i can make froth) tomorrow. Addiction at its finest. *** I am having too much sleep and too much coffee at the same time. Do you see the logic behind that? I don't... I just finished another cup of coffee and I am going to sleep now...
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ei hi! you know what, i really enjoy reading your blog entries. i'm able to know the "rogene" inside you, because whenever i see you around campus you seem to smile to all people and i think you don't worry about anything("happy-go-lucky guy")..hehe. you are really a good writer, i should say. anyways, continue writing your thoughts so that i can read them(enjoy kasi talaga, "enjoy?" parang di yata bagay yung term. sige i'll find a better term to describe how i feel kapag binabasa ko blogs mo)..hehe..
about you're SP and seminar topics, you can do it! manage your time and wag masyadong mag-coffee(too much is sometimes not good! wala lang..) buti n lang sinabi mo yung dates ng presentation mo(maka-attend nga!).